Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Day 30 Camino Celebration

Do you believe in signs?  I do today.  Actually, I believe in what the Author Squire Bushnell writes of.  He refers to them as Godwinks.  In his book, he suggests that God is winking at us all the time and letting us know we are on the right path, if we only care to look up.  I knew this would be a special hike as I drove out to Forest Lake to walk the Carlos Avery Trail and hike 8.7 miles for my finale.  It had been a short and unrestful night and my alarm went off at 4:45 a.m.  I’ve heard it said that home is where the heart is.  As I drove up to the entrance to the park, I began to shudder a bit.  Right before the entrance, I noticed a house.  It wasn’t an ordinary house.  It was my dream house.  About 15 years ago I saw a version of this house in a movie and I have been adding details to it for the last 15 years.  I have never mentioned it to a single person.  If I ever was to build a home on a lake or river or in the mountains, this was it and it was right before my eyes.  I found a parking spot and as I have come to expect, I never saw another person for 9 miles.  I began to notice the orange and black signs describing this reserve as a sanctuary.  It was forbidden to enter and you had to walk on the perimeter.  This sanctuary was for the birds, bees, other inhabitants and no outsiders.  Imagine keeping your home as a place of refuge for peace, passion, and protection.  You would forbid anyone who you did not honor, trust and respect from entering or who did not honor, trust, and respect you.  Edward Everett wrote, “There is no sanctuary of virtue like home.”  

 

One of my favorite songs of all time is the piece, Endless Night, performed by a London Theatre group.  I know the night must end, and that the sun will rise.  It is for all those who have lost their way at some point in life at least once.  I know that the clouds will clear and that the sun will rise.  Yes, I know…yes, I know that the sun will rise and I will hear your voice deep inside. I swear I have listened to this song 1,000 times.   I was walking and at about mile 6 I saw it and could not believe my eyes.  The river that wound its way through the Carlos Avery Trail was named, Sunrise River

 

My friend, Tony Ruesing sent me a book after I walked the Camino de Santiago in Spain.  It was written by a Jesuit priest, Narciso Irala in 1954 and the title is, Achieving Peace of Heart.  I found it interesting that he dedicated it to all who would direct their feet in the way of peace of heart.  For the last ten years or so, I have gone virtually every year to a silent retreat run by the Jesuit religious order near New Orleans.

 

What inspired me the most were two paragraphs seemingly buried in the book.  Happiness impelled St. Ignatius, when he saw a flower, to say with tears of consolation, “Be silent.  Be quiet for I understand you.”  And the following…”At first in prayer I used to look toward Heaven but ever since I realized that God was within me, I look toward myself and feel great joy.  The word enthusiasm means to be inspired by God and the Greek adjective, entheos, means, “having God within.”  Ralph Waldo Emerson wrote, “Nothing great happens without enthusiasm.”

 

On October 11, 2008, after walking over 500 miles I entered the City of Santiago and found myself in front of the Cathedral.  People or pilgrims as they have become known have been walking this path for over 1,000 years.  It was the first time in my life that I experienced true joy.  It was joy of the purest kind and my life has never been the same.  What is a Camino?  Camino is simply Spanish for the way or path.  I have come to know a Camino as a 30 day commitment to self.  A journey to yourself.  Finding something you can do for thirty days in a row will help you practice the gift of consistency and you will reap the rewards that come from being true to yourself first.

 

Today, I share two photos with you.  The first is of the sanctuary sign.  The second is of an orchid.  It is a beautiful, white orchid and it resides in my home.  Mark’s Wild@Heart Sanctuary.  Little did I know two weeks ago, how meaningful this flower would become.  Buen Camino!

 

 

This day in honor of Valerie Cade.

P.S. The Perfect Flower

 

Camino Wishes

“Mark, I have been following you, as well as every Monarch butterfly and mosquito.  You look like you did when you came back from Spain!”  -  Barbara Meacham

 

Barbara is Mark’s next door neighbor, Floor 24, The Towers, dt Minneapolis.

 

 

Today is day 30

It’s here.  I feel a range of emotions this morning as I write this, and make my coffee.  This day seemed so far into the future.  In fact, it seemed much longer than 30 days.  Maybe I have been waiting my entire life for this day.  Something in my heart and gut is crying out.  I’ve never wanted something so bad.  I am heading out to the Carlos Avery Trail near Forest Lake. 

Monday, June 29, 2009

Day 29 Camino Recorder

This evening I drove out to Snail Lake for a short 3.2 mile hike.  Only one day to go and for tonight, I wanted to skip it and maybe call it in.  I am not sure why, but for me and what I have observed in so many people is the ability to get 90% done with something and then never finish it.  Physically, I am as strong as I have ever been.  Mentally, the obstacles still get in the way.  I believe we have to get in shape physically to perform at our best.  Maybe we have to get in shape mentally for success.  Possibly, we have to get our heart in shape for love.  A mighty Oak sleeps within you and me.  Do it even when you don’t feel like it.

 

This day in honor of Ervin Trontvedt.

Today is day 29

The anticipation of completing this special Camino is almost more than I can handle.  This afternoon I will drive over to Snail Lake for a short, 3.2 mile hike.  My day is full with client meetings, a video shoot, creative writing, and my nephew Dom’s baseball playoff game this evening.  Yes, I can handle all that matters today.  I don’t have time for anything that doesn’t count.  Buen Camino!

Camino Perspective

Here is a special Camino perspective with you, courtesy of Ralph Marston.

Beautiful moment
+++++++++++++++++++

When one beautiful moment ends, another begins. Do not hold so tightly that
you miss the beauty altogether. With a thankful heart, enjoy the goodness
that comes your way in things great and small. The way to make sure you
never lose it is to simply let it be. In good times the joys of life come,
one after another. Be open and accepting of what is now here, and you will
connect with the abundance that is all around you.

Each moment is a blessing. Treasure its unique gifts and do not rush to the
next one, or worry that the last one was insufficient. Relish the beauty
that is now, and know that there will be more. Fully live and appreciate
what you have right here and now. In this beautiful moment is great and
profound treasure. Let it be, and it is always yours. - Ralph Marston

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